LOL sian sia

Lucky todae.Scan com tio VIRUS!!!!
Faster go PC Clinic lucky nvr delete anymor my files....
But gt spyware sia.So i changed every pass word i noe of in my life liao.....




Todae was okayy okayy de la.
Si guang came wif his 'shit la' and etc words

//kira

And i know u were jus lyk me wif someone disappointed in eu...

~Watched Camp Rock~
Nt bad actually.Songs were damn nice-This is me,Gotta find you n etc....

Okayy enough of it alr....so nw....post wat arrhh
Diao.Blurblur de.
Aiya frm nw onwards is holidays le.But november and maybe december gt Badminton trainin!Cos early next year gt competition?Woots.I wan participate in the Singles!!!LOL ranking til nw oso dunno....

Okayy...Dunno wat to do for the holidays liao....Goin to be bored~
Btw~I found a song its nice!Down by JaySean ~
Anyone gt outin or any badminton playin thingy,gatherings except secondary skool de class gathering.....Or watever dun forget me!


//Kira here~

Yo!ALL NO EKs allowed here!

For ur info EK is something that is nt good.Thats why u all dun nid to noe!
But jus a Notice~

I might be changing my Blog url.So if i changed dun miss me.But i will post the new url on my msn.


//Kira-Again for the day!

Whether theres me or nt.....Nth will change~

AH HA!!!!

MrKong's session was quite useful to me.Especially,the part when he said~Let go of something(i forgot wat he said...)and both parties will be freed~

I decided to let her go.And found peace within myself.Thinkin of it nw...I was a BAKA!!
A IDIOT!!LOL
For one thing...MrKong was so IDIOT!!!
He wore
-Blue/some colour
-Golden pant
-Blue wif pink stripes tie

LOL somemor wear for PROM Night!!! OMFG...




After this i finally noe,deep down inside...who i really love...But will the Her who i let go take away the courage i hav to tell the Real Her who i love.....
I guess..I need some time..


Kira~Posted!!!!



I'ill Update as long as i hav the time! - Reply to wat YueQin has tag a.k.a Update Mor.....
SURE!


//Kira...:P

Everytime i woke up,i wished that past could be erased...

Aiya!Gd news and bad news!Gd news is.....My relative Daniel!!!Is marrying Madeline....Saw HER today,CHIO sia!!Daniel gt -yan guang- sehh. But aiya...My family go their hse..Talk talk talk den suddenly

My Dad tok-ed about the wedd invitation thingy....Wat wrong name,den dunnomy name can ask rite....Den voice gt louder...den poor grandma tokin to Him even CRIED..

WTF SIA.1year only see grandma for lyk 2~3 tiime nia.See her mus mak her sad n cry?! wtf sia.I actually wanted to jus speak up n scold my dad sia.But grandma stopped me...It was a wedd day...No need to ruin the atmosphere...I was damn mad siols.Went out and gt tissues for her...


Aiya.Today fishin trip again!!! Catch was nt bad,5fishes!!All consumable fish! Ate one jus nw.YUM,YUM! But quite alot of bones,but at least it tastes gd.^<>^

Perhaps i should go wif frens in the holidays?LOL maybe!
Lets go.Oh.We Share the music!
Lets go.Oh.We share the one dream!
Lets go.Oh.We share the good times!
Lets go.Oh.We share the one world!


Kira...xD!

Tired of it...Kill me pls.

I'm really tired...Thinkin everyday ...fearing that u would leave me....At night.I cant sleep well.Ytd,i didnt even sleep abit.It was when 4pm.I slept without me knowing,woke up around 6.30am.I woke up , hoping that it was all just a bad dream.But what was there,was exactly wat i feared...

I dun understand u anymor...U changed...Becoming mor Emo.

For me...Family problems...It returned....The terrible past,which only me and my parent know.Even my brother doesnt noe..It came bak again...Kena scolded for nth...They two even talked about DIVORCE it was the last thing i wanted to hear...I'm mor alone nw.Becos of someone...i cut off almost all friendships wif the classmates i noe....except for some who takes the iniative to tok me....


Is this wat i deserve?Family problems,Friendship problems and Her......
If that was the case.
KILL ME.I dun wanna live.I dun wanna care.Even u stab me a 100times.Jus,kill me.I'm.....Too afraid to face this problem....

I realised that someone else loves Her.....

Went around to see everyone blog.saw Her blog.....Someone tagged something....It made me feel useless n hopeless.He like her too.But he had mor courage to do and tell her the things n alot mor.It was something i'll nvr ever hav the courage to do...I even feel lyk cryin nw u know...But ....i held back,just for Her.I wont fall....

Theres nth inside of me nw.I'm hallow.I'm alone.I'm hopeless.I'm useless.Even the memories of the past.I dunno who to trust anymor.Everyone seems so far away from me.I'm trying nt to break apart....but i'm so tired .All i ever think about is This..and the tiring time between...And how tryin to put Faith and My trust in Her,Just takes so much out of me...

Pls!Take everything and throw it all away..Positive thoughts being forced out of me...Everytime i try to get back on my feet,but i fall apart again...becos thinkin about This jus takes so much out of me.I can no longer hold on....

We are getting further n further fr0m each other...

-Morning~
-Woke up quite late.Rushed to skool!

-MT
-Took bak Paper 1~Gt 51/70~ ^^
-Copied down some damn notes unwillingly...
-Gt bak Paper 2~44.5/70~ ^^ quite deproved.....
-Went through some freaking answers....

-EL
-Gt bak Paper 1~17/30 n 16/30 respectively.....Sobs~
-Look through~~
-Gt bak Paper 2!! 34/50~ .....DEPROVED!!!!WHAT THE~
-Told the class about our fcking grades.I gt a B4~LOL!
-Released us once we wrote down hw many bks we read on the class list....

-Recess.....
-Damn bored~Eat alone JiaSheng n Stanly Came along....Left for the class.
-Before that.....Bought SweetDrinks.Walked Out OMFG!!!Saw prefects!Trouble!
-Went for help,Seeked JiaSheng...He bought his drink den...Walked right through the prefect!!!Wif the bottle in his hands somemor.
-Before it was my turn....SAW Prefect Jesse....OMFG..His one heck of a fcker.Once he chased me around skool jus for the drink in my hands.WTF.~ SO SUAY!
But Jus walk through the prefects after Jesse was gone.Phew~....~

-Dunno wat period....
-MrBernard walked in.LOL it isnt EL nw.But told the class NEW GRADES!
-Woots.I nw gt a B3 instead of B4!!!!MrBernard u RAWK!!!!!
-Den played around....While i listened to music halfway.WHOLE CLASS IN DEEP CHAOS!!
-Tried to sleep..But..

-Lit
-Ms Lee walked in.Jus when i'm gonna sleep!!!WTF.Talk about Gd timing ~
-Talked Crap~
-Skipped~

-Sci
-No one came in.CHAOS again!
-Tried to sleep again.When girls screamed!!!!WTF.
-Listened to music again....
-Played phone games....
-The whole class was CRAZY for lyk nearly 1hr!

-FormTeacherPeriod~
-Mdm Lee walked in.
-Whole class became quiet immediately.
-Everyone dashed towards their seats before SHE came in~Except for some who wasnt aware of the situation....Eg.Herman....
-Talked crap about the family day
-Class agreed on selling 2nd hand goods but in gd conditioned items for charity..
-Asked the whole class to sponsor $5 ea for the coupons....to use during family day!LOL.Suck our Money like blood issit!K'n'n!Still owe SOMEONE a PlushDoll????
-I donated a MrMidnight Book.LOL.Is nt i -Ling Se- is i dun hav anything to donate.....
-Cant blame me for that....

-Released~
-Dashed back home.
-Dad went Fishing without me!!!!WTF heard of anything called calling me or waiting for me?>????

Nth to write liao!!!!
Wish all those getting their papers bak.A GOOD LUCK!

-Kira

Everything was all my fault.....

Changed BlogMusic~Woots.Added alot of my favourites!
Although its japanese,perhaps only a few will noe hw to listen to it~
Pie xD
Tmr getting bak EOY papers! Woots!


-Kira

W0ah~Yea!!! EOY is 0ver!

Finally EOY's 0ver.Maths was quite easy.i hope i can get a A1!!!!!!For all subjects if possible...I doubt that anyway~ =.=

After skool n exam!!!!!!!!

Went Yew Tee point wif nelson,herman n kai ming~Slacked for awhile there,bought some things! ^^
den stalked Nelbu 2 his fren hse. Took nelbu shoe n ran around?(Herman's idea) :P

Went bak to l0t 1, bought bubble tea,walked around the whole of lot 1 lyk 2~4 times.Lyk Stupid ppl walkin around =.=
Saw alot of CCKsian there!!! Sec2.s found $14 ++ malaysian money???We jus told them- money changer at 4th flo0r- =.=

Rest,boring, s0 Skipped~~~~~

Gd luck for those wif EOY~
-Kira

Finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm back.
Diaos my dear lappy spoilt for the past frew weeks.Damn bored wifout it
Qiong Facebook games liao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Nelson foh u watch out!!!!!!!!!!!