Friday, October 23, 2009

Tired of it...Kill me pls.

I'm really tired...Thinkin everyday ...fearing that u would leave me....At night.I cant sleep well.Ytd,i didnt even sleep abit.It was when 4pm.I slept without me knowing,woke up around 6.30am.I woke up , hoping that it was all just a bad dream.But what was there,was exactly wat i feared...

I dun understand u anymor...U changed...Becoming mor Emo.

For me...Family problems...It returned....The terrible past,which only me and my parent know.Even my brother doesnt noe..It came bak again...Kena scolded for nth...They two even talked about DIVORCE it was the last thing i wanted to hear...I'm mor alone nw.Becos of someone...i cut off almost all friendships wif the classmates i noe....except for some who takes the iniative to tok me....


Is this wat i deserve?Family problems,Friendship problems and Her......
If that was the case.
KILL ME.I dun wanna live.I dun wanna care.Even u stab me a 100times.Jus,kill me.I'm.....Too afraid to face this problem....

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